You, yeah you

Hey people! Well, wasn't really a good day for me

She's still as cold to me, ever since that fight

Perhaps I'm really at wrong, but, this is really killing me

I really don't know what to do

Move on ? Well, I tried :/ 

If it works, I would already did.

And now, I'm really lost :(

Still remember those times when your texts

Are so sweet, when our conversation are awesome

When we first met at Nex, when we first watch POV

When you drop your phone, when you smile

It might not sound so important to you, but not for me

Why ? Because the one that's loving is me not you

I'm not blaming you for anything

It wasn't your fault to start with anyway

I'm the one that choose to fall in love :/ 

Heh, silly me :) 

You talked about love, you talked about how it should be

I really believe, at least I tried to believe

Because I'm silly enough to believe that

If I tried to go along with you

We might get back to how we were like

I don't ask you for stead, I only want you to be that awesome bf of mine

Bf could be anything

It represents Boyfriend and BestFriend

And I want you to be both

I really cared about you

Cause I don't want you to ended up like me

Heart doesn't glue back when it keeps breaking

You might think that I don't know anything

Actually, I only pretended I don't 

I choose to remain quiet

Sometimes, it's better off untold

During the exam, I couldn't focus

After finishing the paper

I spending the rest of the remaining time 

Scribble on the extra foolscap

And yeah, everything written on it

Is you, about you.

ARIEL CHUA ZHI HUI 

Not kidding. It's really you

I just wanted to figure out

What's the best way to entertain you

To make you laugh, make you smile

Letting you cool down when someone pissed you off

But who knows ? In the end I pissed you off too

I still don't think that your attitude is bad

Because I know I was wrong, that's why you're treating me this way

Right ? 

Even if I go for checkup, make a video

Sing a song, buy a thousand roses

Perhaps I will still not be forgiven :/

People, don't ask me what I did

Cause I don't want to tell 

And I won't share

Kay ?

The number of times we texted decreased

You know why ? 

Because I feels that I'm irritating, perhaps I really are

So I sometime think that it's better for me to leave you alone

At least you won't be pissed any further

I'm trying my best here. 

That time when you said, " If I died" 

Whether you believe or not, I really cried

I cried because I don't want you to leave my life

Perhaps it won't be the same anymore in the future

But at least i wanted to be truthful to myself now

Be frank with my own feeling

And do what I wanted to do

I'm always doing the same thing

Loving someone who are deeply hurt or in love with someone else

Don't ask me why, I'm just attracted by the scars they have

They seem just so similar to me

Just that people don't notice. 

I guess this is just my life

Hahaha :) 

It's okay if I cried, cause I will wipe away those tears

It's okay if I give up, cause I will eventually pick it up again

This is just me, I couldn't control myself or stop myself from doing it.

If you ever read this post , please pretend you didn't

So at least, I won't feel more, pathetic :/